5 more days of studying before the boards.


I woke up to my cat vomiting hairballs up on my bedroom carpet.


Last night one of my bosses went LOOKING FOR ME at my other job. Not sure why that doesn't make me want to flip out or quit. I think God's giving me lots of patience for these jobs.


I had nightmares last night about everything from Native Americans shooting me in the foot to making out with a gorgeous black model in Old Navy to ...... "them".






I've worked so hard to push "them" out of my life, my memory, my past, my heart, my soul. But lately the flashbacks and dreams and memories have started up again. And I know why: it all happened when "he" asked me about "them".... and now the floodgates have opened.............